When you just can't

Sometimes there comes a person in your life with whom you are so close over the time that you are sharing your apprehensions, your ambitions,  your secrets and what not. And over the time as you two fly away,  there are instances you crave for the past moments. 

Suddenly you have a fear that you want to tell to that person but you no longer can't. Somehow this moment is worst than any other moment you miss because this moment leads to a sad realisation.... 

Golden Memories!

Time changes many things
But some stay forever,
Its difficult to maintain ones feelings,
When regularly a new facet you discover.

How to describe moments
which can't be described,
Difficult it is to pen them down,
Such things can only be experienced,
Like the fragrance of blossoming bud.

How to say things
Which are better left unsaid,
And still are out there in open.
Such words can only be expressed,
With the twinkle of an eye.

Such were the moments spent,
And such were the things said.

Corrupted laws of tolerance

A post after a long time for Indian Politicians. Following are the Six Corrupted Laws of Tolerance for an Indian Politician.

1st Law of Tolerance: For a politician of India there is a maximum and minimum limit of corruption which defines his livability in politics. Hence no corruption less chance of livability.

2nd Law of Tolerance: Within the range of corruption there is a optimum value of corruption at which the concentration of wealth is maximum for politicians.

3rd Law of Tolerance: On the basis of tolerance to Public Outcry, CBI Cases and Sting Operations politicians are classified into two categories
- High Ranging Tolerance (Very Thick Skinned) e.g Mayawati and Mulayam Singh with lots of CBI Cases
- Narrow Ranging Tolerance (Thick Skinned) e.g Bangaru Laxman, couldn't even survive a sting operation of 1 Lakh Rupees

4th Law of Tolerance: Though  politicians with Wide Range of tolerance are widely present but it the Narrow Range ones who are having maximum concentration of wealth. e.g Sharad Pawar(maximum wealth and no CBI Cases).

5th Law of Tolerance: All politicians have different levels of tolerance for different factors. e.g. Mulayam Singh least tolerant to CBI Cases and Naveen Jindal to Sting Operations.

6th Law of Tolerance: If the supply of any of the factors like Public Outcry or CBI Cases or Sting Operations increases, it reduces the politicians tolerance to other factors. Thus if there are 3 or 4 CBI cases against a politician a simple sting operation or a small public outcry is enough for his fortune going downwards. e.g When lots of cases were opened against A. Raja in 2G scam he had to resign after outcry of opposition only.

7th Law of Tolerance: Irrespective of the range of tolerance (wide or narrow) and/or extent of public outcry/cases (more or less), the public has to infinitely tolerate the infinitely intolerable politicians.

Weird thought, Is it?

If I could travel faster than the speed of light and travel into the past, will I be able to change it or my momentum will make it impossible for me to physically change the past and will keep me invisible to my past instance so that when my past instance arrives back into the time from where in the future I travelled from I would have no more of me there as I had already travelled and my past instance will replace my future instance in the present and carry on with my life. Only problem is that will my previous future instance still be travelling therefore there will be more than one of me in existence.

Yeah that's me thinking!

a lot nowadays

Nya Saal, Nya Maal!!

Well these are my New Year resolutions from which I can revert at any moment during the year:

-           No more cribbing about things gone by, subject to my convenience.

-           Looking forward to doing things in a different way, subject to my convenience.

-           Will try to be patient, subject to my convenience.

-           Try to be less angry, subject to my convenience.

-           Will post regularly on my blog which again is subject to my convenience.
-           Will surely buy a car for my convenience.



A very happy new year to everyone reading this post and commenting, subject to their convenience.

Be Selfish

Tum logon ki is duniya mein,
Har kadam pe insaan galat,
Main sahi samajh ke jo bhi karoon,
Tum kehte ho galat !
Main galat hoon toh phir kaun sahi,
Marzi se jeene ki bhi main,
Kya tum sabko arzi doon,
Matlab ki tum sab ka mujh pe,
Mujh se bhi zyada haq hai.

Conscience is an aptitude, faculty, intuition or judgment of the intellect that distinguishes right from wrong. I say, to hell with Conscience. It is the most overrated thing in this world. There is nothing right or wrong, everything about good and bad is fed to us over the life time, we should not do this, we should not be like that. Most of the times anything which will lead to your well being only will be tagged by other as wrong, selfish and against the existing norms of the society and if you do something which involves sacrifice from your side, it will be termed as your generousness, a virtue.

According to Charles Darwin only fittest will survive (those who are concerned about their well being only) and not those who are helping out others. Why do we try to live life the way others wants us to live, why to bother about what others will think on you doing a particular things? Only thing one should be concerned about is his/her own well being. Be Selfish and Be Happy!!!

When?

"Never make some one a priority in your life when you are still an option in there’s"

I think I don’t follow the above saying. Time and again in my life I have inflicted a great pain to myself by making a person like that priority in my life. I don’t know whom to blame for this. Its not that you meet a person and realize straightaway that you are just an option in their life, it takes time to know whether you are an option or you mean something to them. And it is this time span which causes the entire problem, How can I just change how I interact with someone, how I feel for someone, what someone means to me, just like that. 

Good times rush past and after that it’s just the memories which remain but how much time does it take for memories to fade. Although good there are some memories which one doesn't want to remember forever because they only cause pain. People say with time everything will be fine, but how much time it is going to take?