Don't Worry, Be Happy

Don't Worry, Be Happy
From the Movie "Cocktails" and Performed by Bob Marley

Here is a little song I wrote
You might want to sing it note for note
Don't worry be happy
In every life we have some trouble
When you worry you make it double
Don't worry, be happy......

Ain't got no place to lay your head
Somebody came and took your bed
Don't worry, be happy
The land lord say your rent is late
He may have to litigate
Don't worry, be happy
Lood at me I am happy
Don't worry, be happy
Here I give you my phone number
When you worry call me
I make you happy
Don't worry, be happy
Ain't got no cash, ain't got no style
Ain't got not girl to make you smile
But don't worry be happy
Cause when you worry
Your face will frown
And that will bring everybody down
So don't worry, be happy (now).....

There is this little song I wrote
I hope you learn it note for note
Like good little children
Don't worry, be happy
Listen to what I say
In your life expect some trouble
But when you worry
You make it double
Don't worry, be happy......
Don't worry don't do it, be happy
Put a smile on your face
Don't bring everybody down like this
Don't worry, it will soon past
Whatever it is
Don't worry, be happy

If you like it you can download it from http://www.filestube.com/c81e82b723ee4c8a03ea/details.html

Who am I?

Am I a good person or someone who is lucky to have good people around?


Am I living my life or just passing it without knowing how to live it?


Am I happy or someone who is adjusting with things around to be happy?


Am I alive or someone who is dead?


Am I an engineer or someone who possesses an engineering degree?

There are so many questions which come to my mind, always unanswered, always unexplained, I don’t think I’ll unearth the answers to these in near future; sometimes I think a lifetime is too short for all these but at the very next moment I think why I require an answer for all these? Why can’t my mind stop thinking all these vague thoughts and utilize time for something useful? Why do I go into these bouts of introspection so frequently? I don’t know why I am posting this…....

P.S: a very Happy birthday to sachin tendulkar, may u live forever

HUG which he never got.

This is an original one written by me.

She was closest to his heart,
she was his life's inseparable part,
she was the one whom he never forgot,
he thought only about her whenever he thought,
he loved her more than anyone else from the start,
everything in their life was as sweet as tart,
Yes, they were deeply in love,
looking at them any one could impart,



Yet one day everything fell apart,
Death took her away,
their destiny, they couldn't outsmart,
taking away with her their broken wishes' cart,
Oh! why so early she has to depart,
her loss left his mind wounded with a dart,
his life is now queasy and blank as a chart,
and in the end he always yearned for a
HUG which he never got.

A tryst with Dreams :)

This is on special demand of one of my fellow blogger and friend.


Dreams..we see them every night but have you ever thought about manipulating your weirdest of weird dreams in such a way so as to enjoy them, watching what you want to watch , always having a feeling that its a dream keep on watching.


I can do this, i no this is strange but strange is after all the best adjective that can be used to describe me. But it was not always like that, i have had my tussle with nightmares, there were dreams which scared me when i was kid and as the years passed away the main plot of the nightmare remained same but still it felt more and more scary, So whats the reason that even though i was watching the same thing again and again which i have watched since my childhood i was getting scared, why couldn't my mind just get programmed to the fact that it is just a dream.


While searching an answer for this question online i came across an e-book with title something like "how to manipulate your dreams"(i don't remember the exact title). The book was step by step bible of how to manipulate one's dreams. The first step stated in the book was to record one's dreams. So i decided to record down my dreams on paper, initially it was very difficult, many a times i could not remember anything about what i saw but gradually the recordings grew from few lines to 3-4 pages, i was able to recollect every thing withing 4 weeks up to the minutest of details. This continued for four months. After four months it was time to analyze the data collected and analysis was totally in sync with what the author of that book had written were:

• Total length of dreams i saw daily was about 120 to 130 minutes.
• I saw a nightmare daily but during initial days of my experiment i was not able to recall it after waking up but eventually i was able to recall it daily.
• Dreams about my wishes, aims and aspirations were always last in the night(at the end of my sleep)
• At the end of four months i was not scared due to my nightmares.

After the analysis it was time for results of this experiment and they were shocking and as follows:

• According to author as average time of my dreams was 120 to 130 minutes, it meant that i am fond of hollywood movies instead of bollywood.
• As dreams about my aims came at the end of my sleep they will surely come true due to the LAW of subah ka sapna coming true ;)
• And last result was that If someone can write down his dreams on paper for 4 months continuously he could surely write a blog about the fake book and experiment conducted by reading that book to fool his readers during all fools month.
  

Writer's Block

Yeah….m back with quite a silly post.Its been long since i wrote something over here. Reasons first, i was not busy, its just that didn't feel like writing anything or to be true didn't get anything interesting to write. So finally i am here but this doesn't mean i got a topic to write about, i am still blank and have no idea about what this post is going to contain, after all its important to keep blog up to date otherwise this blog will easily get wiped off the memories of my readers(whom i personally send link of my blog to have a look at it :D).

Few lines into this post and i have lost the tempo don't know where this is going, i am now in a dilemma whether to publish it or just delete it. I think its better to delete it. I haven’t posted anything since 3 months but I have tried a lot. These are my incomplete posts and i don't have any urge to complete these.

Someone special: There is always someone in your life whose advice you will always listen. He/she can be anyone your mom, dad, sister, brother or some friend, but there is always a person who would be there for you whenever you need him/her, who knows you more that yourself, in front of whom you could be yourself.Is it easy to find such a person? For me I would say I found that person a bit late in my short life but still no regrets because wait was worth. May be due to that wait I was able to know the importance of that person in my life. And it was only after I found that person that I realized what I was missing in my life till then.

What can you do for such a person?Well I try to do everything for that person and whenever I fail it really makes me sad. Sometimes I even become angry with myself for not fulfilling that persons wish.

Epitaph: A question some one asked me few days back. ”How would you like to be known as if you were to die at this very moment? What would you like to engrave on your epitaph if one is constructed for you?” It was kind of a shocking question, totally unexpected. I thought why would one like to discuss these things…but after sometime I realized that it was ok… How would one be known is summation of his/her deeds done in his/her life time…
Well I would like to be known as some one who was always ready to help, was jovial, and above all loved his mom.

Missing: Why do we miss someone? In fact what do we miss actually? Is it the person or the things which that person does to you? And what if some one else start doing that to you, can you stop missing him/her?
Human mind is really complex, it yearns more for the things than the person itself. And when it gets those things from some other soul it will stop missing the original one.

Addictions: Its been an hour since I wrote the opening line and nothing is coming to my mind, a lot has changed in last 25 days for me, there is no 24x7 net connection available to me now and I feel I have overcome my net addiction for sure, I no more feel the urge to switch on my laptop after coming back from work. Even on Sunday which according to me is the most difficult of all the days to pass I don’t come online.
Although I haven’t found any alternative activity to pass my time but listening to songs on my mobile is quickly becoming a new addiction :D. I have tried my hand at few others like reading but in vain, I bought Khaled Hosseini’s A Thousand Splendid Suns for Rs.150 but finished it up in less than 5 hours, so if I am to take up reading novels to pass my time it is going to be pretty heavy on my pocket :P. I have started watching movies every weekend that’s something I missed for at least 6-7 months; don’t know how and when it happened I somehow stopped watching movies in first week of their release.

So now which one of these should i complete @_@?

My first tag!!!

So I have been tagged by miss jaunty, A NUMBER TAG, I feel it not going to be too difficult, seems an easy one to me, let me give it a try. So here is it:

Zero - My class teacher in 12th use to pronounce this as jeero, I have a record of getting out on zero (or duck as they call it in cricket) max no of times in college and yet I was always the first choice for opening due to my over-aggressive batting, also reminds me of ZERO Bridge on jehlum in Srinagar where I used to go with dad to have an ice cream softy, and no of times I have been in love. No value yet the most powerful number of all.


One
I love this number, my lucky no, my roll no in college, no. of times I thought I was in love ;), sum of my DOB 17/04/1987, Signifies position where I want to be, and age difference between my sis and me 1 year, 1 month, 1 week, 1 day :P, My zodiac sign is no 1 on list of 12.


Two
No of best friends I have, poems I have posted so far ;), traffic tickets (challaan) received so far, mobiles numbers I use rite now, schools where I studied, no of std calls I usually make in a day,time to sleep 2 am.


Three
No of friends I made among my batch mates, a small no considering the fact that batch was of 160, but three of them are worth millions, no of times I scored marks in 40s.


Four
Akshat’s roll no. Not able to associate this no with anyone else, ok one more sum of Akshat’s DOB 21/03/1987 :D, no of people I am going to tag.


Five
people say they want 6 figures or seven figures salary, I will say I want 5 figures saving at least from my pay, it is too difficult to save :(, average no of people who comment on my post without me asking them to do so :(, I have given my self 5 years to be what I want to be.


Six
I love to hit sixes, whenever I opened my account it was with a six [6 times out of 10 ;)], no of subjects in one semester during engineering.


Seven
loved the movie SE7EN, my bike is in its 7th year, 7 deadly sins, number i like most after the number 1 because it appears in my birth date.


Eight
Semesters of engineering - best days of my life, 8 am when I usually wake up, No of capital cities I have visited in India.


Nine
It’s been 9 months and 9 days since I have joined TCS, joining date 28/11/2008 so you can check :D, and My total Blog posts till now are 27 again sum comes out to be 9. My wrist watch will complete its 9th year in few months :).


Ten
Kgs I want to lose :P, It’s been 10 years since I have been to Srinagar, really miss those days used to spend all my summer vacations over there, commandments of Jesus, have you people seen newly launched 10 Rs coin?


I hope you all enjoyed this number tag, at least I think I have not bored you.And in the end the most important thing I tag Varuna di, Sukriti, Akshat, Sahil and anybody else who wants to take it up is invited to do so.

P.S : I wont be taking any more tags.

Alone and lonely.

Its been 8 and half months since I left my home and joined TCS, but never in these eight and a half months I have felt so depressing as I am feeling right now, sitting in front of this lappy and no one here to talk to. It is raining outside, I have nowhere to go, perhaps never in my life I have felt so lonely, and to reduce this loneliness I am writing continuously talking to myself so as to take my mind away from this feeling, so that’s the reason for so many posts in little interval.


You know it’s the bitter truth of life, no matter what happens, who you are, there will always be times when no will be there for you to talk to you to make you feel comfortable, to show you the sense of security and those times will always be worst times of your life. Those are times when you hurt your closest buddies, when you do something which makes you fall to level you have never been. I don’t know whether I will be able to come out of this depression or not, but one thing is sure that its been the worst day after such a long time for me.


I don’t think I am going to write any more posts now.